The Dreamer
Riza Hamizan
18 years young
aspiring performer,songwriter
SP student-music n audio tech
the boy with the diary
pens his thoughts in poetry.
this is where i pour out my thoughts.
do not judge me by whatever's in this blog
because there's so much more u need to know,
so much more than meets the eye.
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Sunday, November 30, 2008
priceless expression
Salaams,
i had the best sleep in a long time today... i pampered myself. and life is getting back to normal. after such a turbulent few months. things have been settling down. and thank God.
sp star is over. had such fun but exhausting of course. just a lil annoyed at e crowd like seriously...just plain shameful. they are just embarrassing themselves, not all but a few bunch of ppl who choose to poke fun at the performers and contestants. they think its cool. i was so tempted to get on stage and shut them up. if u do find it funny and laughable, try standing in front of a few hundred people and sing. then u'll get what i mean. prolly some wannabes who dont have the guts to go on stage and choose to poke fun publicly instead. despicable. but i guess thats normal... just a shame. but anw, thanks for those who cheer and support instead..we all appreciate that. especially to my SSP mates and my parents. =)
i'm glad to be on stage, doing what i love most. and knowing people appreciate it. the band is kickin' again. =)
the past few days have been really making me unhealthy. late nights..and early mornings everyday. assignment deadlines and presentations. carrying bulky equipment, jamming and performing. but nevertheless thats e life i knew.. thats e life i was living with all these while. although i may be missing something and i'm not complete yet, i'm still contented and happy that my life still revolves around what i stood by. Religion, my family and music. and that i wont allow someone to ruin it all...
i've had enough. i'm not regretting a single bit. in fact, i know this is e right thing to do. made me stronger. made me closer to Allah...and i'm grateful for it. bersyukur, that painful phase of my life is over. welcome back Riza Hamizan... =)
"that look on your face, priceless..."
Wassalaams,
the Riza Hamizan, that i'm proud of. hahaha
plants grow at 2:22 AM
What we see with our naked eyes is just an illusion.
What matters is what's within.
In spite of everything, i'm still incomplete...
X's to navigate.