The Dreamer
Riza Hamizan
18 years young
aspiring performer,songwriter
SP student-music n audio tech
the boy with the diary
pens his thoughts in poetry.
this is where i pour out my thoughts.
do not judge me by whatever's in this blog
because there's so much more u need to know,
so much more than meets the eye.
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Thursday, September 11, 2008
Together
salaams,somehow, i know i've tried my best, to be there..to show her the way.make her realise the true path in life..and i've came up with the corniest joke, just so she could smile..that's how much she means to me lately. its grown fast, these feelings..too deep. but no matter what, i've always told her..do the right thing, not for me, not for anyone else, but for herself..because at the end of the day, this life is all about her ownself and Him..for i'm only here to show her the way...and somehow, no matter how hard i try during the day, and for all the smiles that she puts on after everything i've done for her in the day...it seems like the total opposite when night comes..when all the problems start to sink in, and when thoughts and fears starts to rise in her head..i've always put on a patient and brave front, guiding her through..to the point that, i'm being too nice, and patient..that it hurts, because i'm a human being.. i ain't no angel. i have feelings that will affect me sooner or later..sad to say, patience has its limits. as much as i want her to smile and be happy, i know i cant afford to give every second, telling her to be strong...i cant afford, because i'm human..i do have responsibilities. but i know i've always been trying my best...and i hope she realises that, appreciate that, and love me for that...and i hope she can control all the pressure and stress that she's facing...dont let it take the best out of her and affect others, affect me...cause my intention, is only to help.she makes me weak, vulnerable..but stronger at the same time..to you, like i've told you before... "we'll face this together..."because WE are in this TOGETHER...Wassalaams,rIZA hamIZAn
plants grow at 4:39 AM
What we see with our naked eyes is just an illusion.
What matters is what's within.
In spite of everything, i'm still incomplete...
X's to navigate.
