Salaams.
i cant help but to stare at the beautiful river yesterday..behind such a heavy atmosphere, there's still space for such a calm setting. contradicting when u know rock bands are playing at e back. and at such a setting, my mind wasnt set on the bands or the music. it was set on the situation. this situation i'm going through. the gossips that are going about me and who? i wont tell. u know how i hate ppl talking behind my back. seriously. whatever nonsense they are spreading would just hurt me and that someone more.why is it always have to be me? but i guess its normal huh..i'm the centre of gossips and stuff, for a while now i know..just because i appeared on tv, on magazines and such, doesnt make me all that special..and those labels of 'superstar' that they are calling me doesn't help really, when all i have been doing is struggling just to make it big here and i'm not there yet, far from it...i'm not aiming at anyone, they know who they are.i'm not angry or whatsoever..but i'm just hoping that ppl would be more conscious of other's feelings.
i guess i gotta get used to this..its normal i guess. this is frankly an outburst after all those months..
and you, just so u know.. u have always been a great friend. u know u are.thanks a lot for being there most of the time for me. and u know how i feel about all this and how i feel about the tudung girl too. just between u and me.hehe..

its a mysteryyyy...
muahahahaha.

ouhhh terawih anyone?? haha.
selamat berpuasa!! =)

wasalaams,
Riza Hamizan