salaams.
throughout this recent 2 mths, i've learnt quite a few things.more on how life then on what i'm supposed to learn on my course though.i getta observe how top musicians and artistes are like and how people behind the scenes make things great for them.i dont really feel all that good about the work i'm doing though.its not the work.its more of the schedule and the minutes and seconds i wasted on standby. i've been missing prayers ever since work started, and its really annoying me.i have been working 3weeks straight since mosaic. and today is the only off day since mosaic.i reach home at 12am almost every day.and i practically cant live without Acap's psp for a day.cause the standby time is awful, waiting for artistes to perform and soundcheck and all.urghh.and it normally take a few hours.that means a few hours of slacking and sleeping at the backstage.imagine at that amount of time i wasted almost everyday at work.i could have practiced at home, strum and write songs..spent quality time with my family.and i dont plan to go anywhere today.just sit at home and rest.i havta brace myself for another 10 days of work.cause it might go on everyday due to the concerts and shows piling up in the coming month.
on e brightside, i do getta setup and watch 2 of my favourite artistes' concerts-Siti Nurhaliza and Maroon 5.and working for this artistes have been invaluable.it sure taught me a lot, these concerts and shows i've done since working in BMC.and i understand more of what its like to be in this industry. a lot of snakes and rats sneaking around, ppl who would make use of you when you dont know how to deal with it.Belief is essential.and maybe one day i'll get to pack a stadium full with audience like how Maroon 5 did at the indoor stadium.i know tis is funny, but when i walked thru that backstage curtain(e same curtain the artistes walk through) to where the stage is, i felt goosebumps.cause i saw a packed stadium, chanting the artistes name. and being the dreamy me, i imagined that it was me, they are waiting and chanting for.haha.maybe one day if things go well...insyaAllah.i know i can do it..
insyaAllah.

wassalaams.