From the surface.

The Dreamer

Riza Hamizan

18 years young
aspiring performer,songwriter
SP student-music n audio tech

the boy with the diary
pens his thoughts in poetry.
this is where i pour out my thoughts.
do not judge me by whatever's in this blog
because there's so much more u need to know,
so much more than meets the eye.

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

smiles.

"please make me recall a place, we're once built and lived in..."
funny how things change in time, we move on with our lives.and we cant change, wat has changed, for whats done is done.but i'd be lying if i'd say things are better.in some ways it is. in some ways its not.in some ways, i want it to be like it was.i'd be lying if i'd say i dont miss those times.sadly even good things come to an end. i'm not sad or emo or whatever.this is life.you cant expect things to go your way all the time and you cant expect things to stay the same.you have to adapt. and i'm adapting.how drastic or painful as it is.still, it is life.
had a quick catchup with the guys i hang out with in school just now.good to have those slacking sessions again.they asked how life was going.and i told em the same usual crap. for a moment though, i thought things were going well, smiles were in the air and all.but hey,it all changed in time.i'm still smiling of cause, but not for the same reason anymore.not the same reason i was smiling for the few weeks back.of course i do wish things were the same.but hey,shit happens for a reason.and i'm adapting.
and i dreamt for 3 consecutive nights.of someone.plain weird.random dreams maybe? but 3 consecutive nights? sheesh the same pair of eyes i used to talk about.nahh shouldnt think too much about it.

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