salaams..
its a real amazing piece of wonder. a really puzzling amazing piece of wonder.and i just cant seem to understand why i think this way. moodswings once again it strikes.
and this song, how it suits perfectly to the mood i'm feeling.
sometimes i wonder why i behave in such a contradicting manner.i guess i wanted something but i didnt thought of the consequence of it all. and i'm afraid i would be trapped in this circle again. this vicious cycle. and end up staring at e ceiling in the middle of e night, regretting falling into the trap.
met this girl in a gig.
attraction.
and well. infatuation maybe.
but then again. its e consequence i'm afraid of.
which is why, i wonder what do i really want?
i guess i just havta learn to accept the truth at e end of it all.
once again this mind starts rolling into a pool of emptiness.
and i would most likely end up overthinkin and overreacting.

and i guess what i need prolly rite now is a prayer.
cause all i am is a weakling in His presence...

wassalaam.
Riza Hamizan