From the surface.

Sunday, November 04, 2007

Salaams.
i remembered how hectic life was at this point of the year last year. And i thought it couldnt get any worse.boy i was wrong. life has not been truly LIFE for a while now. Its been a while since i get to ENJOY what life has to offer. And sometimes i wish i could stop time, just to give a lil more space for myself. Dont get me wrong, i'm not complaining. I'm not pissed at the workload and pressure i'm shouldering at the moment. In fact i'm appreciative or grateful at what i'm facing. Its just that i wish, i had more time. Or maybe, i procrastinated too much.
i received a call a couple of weeks ago about the SP Superstar Musical Reunion Performance for the departing Principal, and since not a lot of ppl are able to make it for the performance itself, i felt i should help out. the Musical has been something i cherished and there's no doubt the musical has helped me quite a lot to where i am now. So this is my way of giving back. Practice occupies every wednesday afternoon.
Muzikarama is another issue. The trainings are getting better, not as slack as it used to be. But i dont think we hav reached the level of performance yet. Truthfully, i have had enough of the music side. No point thinkin of what to do when, the seniors come and want things their way. Sumhow, i dont feel as passionate about the music side as i did before. Still, i see people who aren't serious enough. Damn i feel like shouting sometimes. but i havta remind myself constantly, i dont have the authority to do that. Practice occupies EVERY afternoon nowadays.
SP Star, another issue that's worrying me. I have yet to choose a song for the competition, Vocal training's every wednesdays and thursdays, but i cant afford to skip muzikarama and musical training for that. Competition is on 23rd November.
Asian Beats Semis is the day AFTER SP Star.24th NOvember.Great!. MadHatter has come up with a brilliant song for the semis, now its up to me to work out the melody and lyrics. Jamming every Saturday, and i havta come up with the lyrics and melody by the next session.
That Moment music video is still going thru production and luckily most of the scene's done. There's still shooting pending next week.hmm..
ouhh did i mentioned bout my studies??hurhur. sheesh. i've only done half of my E-learning, to make things worst.
after thinkin through all these commitments i'm involved in..all i can do is pray that everything turns out fine. insyaAllah.
and i know very much i CANT be feeling this way bout her.
cause she has someone..
but something tells me, to hold on...

i havta hide this emotions away..
tell my heart not to go astray
maybe one day i'll give a say..
and hope it'll brighten up your day..

wassalaam,
Riza Hamizan

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