From the surface.

The Dreamer

Riza Hamizan

18 years young
aspiring performer,songwriter
SP student-music n audio tech

the boy with the diary
pens his thoughts in poetry.
this is where i pour out my thoughts.
do not judge me by whatever's in this blog
because there's so much more u need to know,
so much more than meets the eye.

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Thursday, October 11, 2007

beserah padaMu.

salaams.
i should be cursing rite now.but remarkably, i dont feel like it.yea, things haven't been the best lately, in terms of studies and well u know.its amazing i still hav yet to give up in this kinda situation.and i always get caught up in this.hope is slipping away, every second.
i wont be surprised if weeks later, i'd feel like, 'why did i fell for her in the first place??' haha. well, i've asked that to myself for countless of times in the past situations.and then i'll laugh at myself.
SSP trainings have been something of a stress-relieving thing, but then again, its not when she's there.haha.
the trainings managed to bring the old crazy me back.and man, i missed laughing my head off and making ppl laugh with me.i missed that me.i've been too quiet and serious these days,too busy with my stuff for this kinda self-indulgence.
ramadhan's gonna end soon. time's scarying me, how fast it goes by.tmr's the last day we fast.i'm gonna miss how beautiful a month it has been.ramadhan's always beautiful.
i'd like to take this opportunity to wish, a happy Hari Raya to all Muslims who FAST!haha.and also,
maaf zahir dan batin. =)

its funny how a DAY crumble..
with just a SECOND's stumble..
how EVERYTHING changes..
with the SLIGHTest mistakes..

but life goes on,
NO MATTER how HARD it is..
NO MATTER how PAINFUL it is..
cause LIFE is a TEST..
that wont allow YOU to REST..

till next time.
wassalaam,
Riza Hamizan

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