From the surface.

The Dreamer

Riza Hamizan

18 years young
aspiring performer,songwriter
SP student-music n audio tech

the boy with the diary
pens his thoughts in poetry.
this is where i pour out my thoughts.
do not judge me by whatever's in this blog
because there's so much more u need to know,
so much more than meets the eye.

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

the REAL judge.

Salaams,
its one of those days when you're left 'hanging' over unexpected events that occurred. i didnt thought i really deserve to win.i didnt even come to the talentime aiming to win. Its never my mindset to win when it comes to competitions and stuff.i just wanted to go on stage,entertain, hav fun at e same time, and do my best.sumhow, things went my way i guess. facing probably some of the most gifted singers i've seen in this generation, i feel humbled just singing alongside them, let alone competing against them.
truth be told...
when i received news on stage that i won, i DONT really know what i was feeling. i was neither happy nor disappointed.because i never thought it'd happen. i never really sang my best, i was enduring that dry throat throughout my performances and i didnt drink a sip of water from 5am in e morning due to fasting.Rahmat bulan puasa..
the only reason i could think of for the outcome, was rezeki, or its God's will.Rahmat bulan puasa maybe.anyone of us could have won, cause all of us can sing.
and come to think of it, i dont really see it as an achievement cause the judges for that competition are guitar coaches.
the talentime wasn't big at all. barely half of the auditorium was full.
the REAL judge was looking on somewhere. looking over us every step of the way.and its Him, that i really wanna impress.

anw, turns out she wasn't there to watch.too bad reyza.
but at the end of it all..
i'd still havta say this..
Alhamdulillah.bersyukur for somethin' unexpected. =)

wassalaam,
Reyza

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