From the surface.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

salaams.
Ramadhan started off on a good note. and it still is.and for e first time in a long long time, i sense and felt that pride in me that's been missing fo a while, revived and still going strong.kemanisan khusyuk. a sweet sweet feeling achieved only with the utmost sincerity towards God plus the burning passion and pride of a Muslim.A feeling so strong, e most unbearable pain would feel like no pain at all.something, i would wanna achieve.been going terawih as much as i can, aside from other responsibilities. i do havta live life as normal as it is, only without all those temptations and cheap thrills.i'll take every chance i have after Maghrib to head down e masjid for terawih. although i know, i cant make it for terawih in every night of Ramadhan. i'll do my best.

i've been going sch in e morning lately to work on my backing track for my next competition coming this 28th Sep. SMIT Talentime. not a biggie, but when it comes to performances and competition, i never wanted to disappoint, e same for this competition. i felt i should do something different for a change. call me ambitious, crazy, or whatever u want. i felt its time to step up e level. and so thats what i'mma do.
and so, for this coming competition, u wont see me going on stage and just sing.i'll tell a story.yes.i wont elaborate.but here's a clue. just listen to what i havta say...

another thing.u wanna joke and make fun of me?go ahead.as long as u dont go over e limit and make me feel as though you're insulting me then that's fine.tell you one thing, as hard and rough as i am in e exterior, i AM soft in e interior.i AM sensitive.since i was a kid.and so bear that in mind. and i dont forget people's actions towards me that easily, be it negatively or positively. if u do me good, then most probably i'll do u good too. and if u dont, then i'd still do u good.but not as much.as mean as some people may be to me, i dont see e need of revenge and what not.its pointless.why would i want revenge when i can leave it to God to punish him/her hundred times as terrible.thats e reason u dont see me yelling or laying a punch on somebody's face. and that's something ppl should keep in mind of.

till next time.
wassalaam.
Reyza.

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