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Saturday, September 22, 2007

salaams.
its understandable to be pissed with what i havta say in this blog.as much as its an online thing, it still is very much a personal thing to me. because i pour out most of my thoughts here, thoughts that i dun really get to address in reality and which i only keep in my mind away from people.and this blog is where i let ppl read my thoughts and matters that bothers me.its a place where i'm not afraid to be frank and relentless in my words.and if anyone finds it hard to understand me. well, read this blog and i'm sure u'd understand a lil on why i do this and why i dont do that.but there's still much of me to be learnt or understood, and if u really wanna know, communicate with me.=)
and for those who reads my blog, and turned out to be pissed with what i had to say.i'm sorry.
if u dont like what i havta say. pls dont waste ur time reading this blog.
once again very sorry.
maybe i'll put this blog under private soon.

i guessed i went too far in one of my previous post.and i forget the fact that those ppl i refer to are humans.i am too.and we are not very far off from mistakes.and so i apologise.for pushing it too far in this blog.i havta admit, hatred got e best of me, when i was typing that post at that point of time.as much as despicable some ppl are, there's still that sense of righteousness in them in which i always overlooked.and that has been something i've been guilty of these days.one of them redeemed himself to me.and thanks. and that made me say, maybe he's not so bad after all.
well us humans hav a very bad habit of forgetting e world and most importantly Him, when we are with our friends,whom we share laughter and fun with.and i'm not saying laughter and fun is wrong, its just that in that laughter and fun we had, we always forget to thank God and acknowledge that all these feelings and fun we share, comes from Him.instead we'll be overwhelmed by e fun and then it will turn out ugly.for example, someone would get hurt by what other ppl regard as fun. like joking or making fun of each other in a joking manner.what meant to be a joke turns into an insult. so what i'm tryna say here is that. fun and laughter is good. and its very much encouraged, as long as, u KNOW the BOUNDARIES to fun and jokes.for me, after each joking session or so if i do feel i'd gone too far, i'd say sorry to that particular person i'm directing e joke to.
thats e topic for today.
i'm loving Ramadhan.
happy fasting ppl! =)

tell me if this is for real..
if this is love i feel..
or is it another test..
to see, if i stand out from e rest..?

her eyes, just undescribable..
makes me go all vulnerable..
is it hope i see
or plain hypocrisy..?

so i'mma tell you e truth..
you've got my mind stuck on you...=)

wassalaam,
reyza. =)

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