Assalamualaikum....
ok i've tried to blog last week but this freakin blogger cant seem to publish tat post..and when i refreshed,the post is gone..oh well,its the first time i experienced it.and a lot of ppl seem to complain about losing their posts...shit happens
anw,sch has started...and the first week has just gone by...interesting start,i'm in year 2 now and alot of hiatus has happenned in my first year...i didnt expect to get myself on tv,the news and newspaper..i mean,i couldnt imagine that i'd gone thru all these..in my first year in SP..and year 1 was awesome..i mean its a meaningful year where i've grown more as a human being..its taken a toll on my life,and its the time of your life where u grow to be the man u gonna be for the rest of your life...everything was great...only the major doubt of all these is my studies..cause,all the events and commitments i've gone thru in my first year has affected my grades..and i'm oh so not proud of my grades...so i've made a decision to lessen the activities i'm gonna be indulging in in year 2...that means,less gigs,less lepak,less competitions..less social activities..though i dont think i am strong enough to avoid giggin..heh
its always fun when its break time in school...sat wit the same bunch of ppl..and our eyes are on the freshies..haha. but i have no motives at all just for the fun of it,heh...iskandar cant seem to sit still,his eyes are focused more on the freshies rather than his food..i wasnt feelin it though,i mean...all these eyecandy-ing...just pretty faces..thats wat i thought,i'm growing immune to all these cheap thrills..i hope,heh
let me pour out whats been botherin me lately..
relationships... yea,a commitment one make to the opposite sex,i see it everywhere i go in school...and its something i've lacked for almost a year now..yes..its normal to be feeling empty and lonely rite especially when u've had a relationship before..so yea,tats how i feel,especially when i see most of my friends bein in that group of ppl i'm talking about..but come to think of it, lonely and empty and all...it leaves me with less shit to worry about,and i guess..being single is what i want..at least i should be,when i got alot of more important stuff i should worry about..and make that unavailable too..at least until i found someone who fits the bill and someone who 'd understand this mind of mine...
enough of serious talk...
i've been hanging out in school everyday for the past week...cos i miss the atmosphere and all..
and i realise ppl are starting to give me this really really eerie stares in school..i've seen ppl pointing fingers at me while exchangin a few words to each other..now thats really annoying...
then somebody told me i was on SP's website because of the ARC competition...so that explains everything huh,and when i finally read the article...i was pissed...i should be excited but i wasnt,i was pissed.bcos it revealed a lil bit of my life and,or rather things i dont want ppl to know....
and that photo of me on the website is horrible...haha

and the song ur listening is 'Can't stop a River'-a cover Guy Sebastian did. The song is originally composed by Seal. and sometimes i wonder how ppl come up with beautiful compositions like this..and the arrangement...the song is simply breathtakin'..
i need to learn how..and hope i'll be able to come up with compositions and arrangements like this in the future....
Enjoy.. =)

wassalaam..
Riza Hamizan