assalamualaikum...
this whole ARC thing is getting inside my head..the pressure is piling on top of these shoulders of mine.. seriously, the stress i've been getting,especially from the team members who wants this whole thing to be perfect..this whole competition has been blown out of proportion, the promotions and the whole thing about me being an artiste..i never did wanted it to be this way, i'd thought it wouldn't be just like any other competition, i'd rather have a 'humble' competition..i dint expect to be this stressed about it..i mean,i took part so that i could gain the experience and actually have fun...yeaa,i'm not saying there's no fun in all this shit..but somehow the pressure and the stress are overpowering them.. i've been breathin' 6FM like almost everyday,with ppl tellin me to do this and crap.. its sad,i've put almost every minute of my time for this thing..that i've forget about my other commitments..and certainly,my health is affected...some of us are already not showing the dedication and commitment that we're supposed to,i guess they are sick of this whole thing,or maybe they are sick at me being the artiste,i dunno just assuming...and this is really worrying...i'm doin the music side when i'm not supposed to be involved at all?? i've been spending a lot of days in sch from morning to five mixing the song and doing whats best for the music production side but i wont be acknowledged would i....
and i really should be worrying of the finals' performance itself, not the music production..not the mix of the song....and this whole idea of making it 'perfect'..i'd say nothing is perfect..and even if it is...you won't think it is..i'd rather think of giving the best..

yea i'm complaining...and thats very bad,but well i'd like to think of outcome of all this rough times..and the outcome, insyaAllah..we'll be the right outcome we all hope for..for the time being,i just have to endure..face it, and overcome it..

insyaAllah..
may God bless me with the courage to face these challenges...

wassalaam..
Riza Hamizan