its hard to take in....
yea well tats so true huh...
i'm like typing this while asking myself...
"WTH just happenned?!!"
this is it i guess...its always been this way..the same old ending..the same old heartbreak,the same old shit and mess...its a wonder,an amazing thing tat..i din feel tat bad although it still hurts..a major pain tat i have grown immune to..prolly accepted it..i'm wondering how many scars have i got in my heart rite now...scars,bruises,wounds...i'm bloggin like a freakin EMO now..haha,amusing!!
yeaa as i stared at the mirror lookin upon myself..i see a guy battered,confused and dazed...throughout this 17 years of mine..i'd prolly say,i've been through more than the average joe...my history is full of jealousy,betrayal and confusion... and yet,i'm still breathin...i'm still coping..i'm still surviving what GOD has laid on me...and He is the only one i can turn to in a moment like this....and He has always been the one i turned to all my life..
yess life is painful...tat i will agree...but what ppl has been oblivious to is the wonders of life..your family,your friends..the laughter,the smiles and the happiness life has to offer..its sad ppl always associate life with pain and sorrow...and i sometimes do...but one has to understand tat life is a test,a test of your inner strength..a test of loyalty to GOD..its a survival course...to explain all this is a whole new chapter all together...
my bottomline is...be glad tat your still with ur family..ur friends..appreciate the ppl around you...Alhamdulillah...and i'm glad i do...

for what tat has just happenned..and if you are reading this...i hope you appreciate that i'll be here always for you...may you be blessed always.. thanx for the smiles u gave,and the moments you made me smile... whatever it is..i'm just a call away ms cyclops..haha

yet to be proven if you're the thornless rose..ermmm *wondering*..
should i be moving on??...time will tell..
wassalamualaikum...