i'm a huge failure in relationships..since day one,i had never been great at it,i just failed another one..i dunno whether its just me,or i just have this stupid habit of falling for e wrong gerl..it happens over n over again...just farkin suay...

i thought she was e one but in e end,its e same old conclusion...breakups,heartbreaks..
we've gone strong for nearly 8 mths,n we went thru alot together....n when i think about all memories...damn,i just wasted 8 mths of my life..three quarter of a year...n think about all e money i've wasted..spending just for e 'one',gifts,necklaces,treats...n what infuriates e most,is e number of countless sacrifices i've made for e 'one'...spend all those tym,cheering her up,being there 4 her wen she needs u,sending her home evrery single tym we went out...,talking till 4 am,n den waking up at 6 to go to sch,sacrifice e tyms i shud b wit my family n friends just 4 her...y did i do all these stuff,all these stupid stuff???
LOVE??haha...b4 today,i thought it was...but,after evryting i've gone thru today,i'm not sure myself..i still din want it to b e end,but after wad happen,i tink its 4 e best...

u told me,u needed me,still loved me...yea ryt,n when i thought u were sincere,u stab me right at e heart by saying...'no,just wanna b alone....'

waited for 2 hrs 4 her to appear...she din come..i stood there at e mrt stn lyk a statue,sat n than stood agn..e reason she din appear??.....still unknown...e reason y i did this,another chance to heal things up....guess i was rather stupid ryt...then again,Reza is famous for doing stupid stuff for e gerl he falls for,he's famous for staying loyal to e gerl,even though e gerl's gone forever..

so guys,here's an advice...if u think u've found e one...think agn n think properly..n if u peeps, think love works lyk in e movies..haha,ur dead wrong~...wll,i'm moving on,n most probably i'll join e GSF Club,boys shud noe dis,haha.....its just temporary,so dun wery...gerls,go figure what GSF means...hehe


mending this broken heart,signing offf...