The Dreamer
Riza Hamizan
18 years young
aspiring performer,songwriter
SP student-music n audio tech
the boy with the diary
pens his thoughts in poetry.
this is where i pour out my thoughts.
do not judge me by whatever's in this blog
because there's so much more u need to know,
so much more than meets the eye.
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Friday, January 26, 2007
its a lifeless friday.....just finished CRS test,a really crappy module tat teaches us to ARGUE!crappy huh..well its the end of the module..i'm so glad its over..
well i just cant help but to feel stupid,dumb,empty and well...SHITTY..yesh i feel shitty,not because i'm covered with shit or anything...but its just..arghh,i'm in my sentimental,reserved mood again...dat side of me who cant stop thinkin of stuff,who thinks non stop..n gets worried over stupid stuff...i dunno right now,just kept thinkin of what happen yesterday..nahh just heartache a bit u know...kinda sucks..i dun wanna talk about it in detail here...i'll just explain vaguely....
how'd u feel if somebody u msged din reply...??ok if its once or twice...its okay...u know like it happens everyday...n i kinda dont like it,i mean..if your bz cant u just reply and tell me ur busy...then i wont feel stupid waiting for the reply..what if its important and stuff??ermm and i'm just raising an issue here and its just what i wanna talk about..its my blog anyways...and its been in my mind for a while...and its GENERAL.not directed to anyone in particular..but everyone...tats why its GENERAL....
and another thing i'd like to point out...pls dont over praise me..i mean i appreciate the praises but what i meant is.....if theres anything bout my singing tat u dont quite like...tell me so tat i know what i did wrong n i can improve myself..ok its rather stupid la...hahaha,but dunno lehh..i just feel some ppl are saying i'm good just for e sake of it..like its not sincere...ok i realise i'm over thinking again...see what i mean,i think a lot..freakin hate it..ouh yea what i just said is GENERAL too..not directed to anyone...but everyone...
yeaa its a stupid post were i overthink again...and JAMES is irritating me...he's freakin noisy now...buay tahan, and he's going crazy because he got caught with long hair and he needs to cut before monday..if not complaint letter..and he's telling me to type this in my blog..LAMESHIT right..i know..hahaha
ok cheerios!!n i need to get this sentimental side of me off!!and stop thinkin too muchh...
selamats..
plants grow at 11:50 AM
What we see with our naked eyes is just an illusion.
What matters is what's within.
In spite of everything, i'm still incomplete...
X's to navigate.