hey hey hey~~!!!
ya know whut??i was kinda mixed up wih my feelings..n yea i'm confused to whut i should be feeling..well,e Rafiks went for the solos just now..n yea,i din sing it bad,or i din sing it good..(my own judgement)but,yea i know..i shouldnt judge myself..n i felt happy n at e same time disappointed or is it satisfaction??!!(now u noe whut i mean!!) And as usual..Faliq is really WOWing everybody including myself..damn,he's good!!well yea,if i cant beat him..then i'll just stick to whut jimmy said..at least he'll be happy..but then again..its not about beating each other,its more to getting e role right...well,i thought i improved which is y i'm kinda happy, but at e same time,its still not e best and not what jimmy wanted..so yea i'm left disappointed again...but at least i improved ryt..n yea i can sense jimmy saw my efforts for e first time finally!!!
i talked to jimmy one on one just now..n yea,we discussed about e musical..n i can really see how stressed he is about it..i thought he was really confident about it,well..he's hiding it,dats for sure..n he's still not revealing e rafik that he wants..as in e character he wants it to be...ergghh...
but not giving up yet..i'm giving it all!!
btw thanx to e peeps in e musical for encouraging me n advicing me n supporting me...well,at least i have ppl who believe in me...thanx a lotx peeps...n oh yea,me n esthy..i mean estherL going jogging while singing on Monday,..so as to improve stamina..,yea,since jimmy said i lack stamina..well anibody in e musical interested??wanna come along??whatever it is just tag me in this blog or msg me or email me...haha,but e time not conferm yet..so still pending..it should be after sch mayb in e evening...
to me e world cup this year is damn boring...WHY??because all e teams i support are out,brazil,england,holland,argentina,spain..very heartbreaking~!!!!n yea i dunno y its always like dat..as in y must all e teams i support lose?!!!!n yea..dat weird Mel L cant stop blaming me bcos her favourite team,ENGLAND is out!!!wakaka...sorry gerl..
so now,i wont support any team..,i'd just watch n celebrate with my peeps..haha..
quote jimmy jap,"lack of stamina and energy..."
well,i'm improving jimmy...n i'm gonna make u believe!!
signing off~
