haix..i missed out a lot of things on Saturday..i din go for e outing with the musical peeps at Sentosa..heard,it was lotsa fun..i mean, gerls in bikinis..n boys in underwears..hahaha..dun mind me,its near 1 right now..and i'm always looney at this hours...
e reason i din go Sentosa...me n my sec sch fwenzies had a soccer tournament in Siglap Secondary...well,it was fun...except for e blazing heat,which made me look like a 'black' right now...n though we din get to e final...we manage to score..i hit e post 4 times..damn `suay'..twice on 1 match n another twice on another match..damn,well,nvm,at least i scored three in 4 matches..n yea my energy level was very low..din sleep e whole night befor sunday..watchin soccer..i was playing soccer with a sleepy head e whole time....nearly puked during e third match..
when i returned home..i have to finish 3 weeks of assignment in mere 6 hrs..haha, i rushed e whole thing...been busy in e holidays with..wat else?musical!!!its really exhausting,especially after e camp..but i realise,i hav no regrets joining it..i learnt a lot..though its kinda stressful n pressurrizing at times....
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last wk wednesday...casting for e mediacorp rehearsel...well,i was in a loss of words when e cast was announced for e show...hours of practice,lack of sleep,getting e hiphop feel,wasn't enough for me to get selected..yea,whut i thot was,i did e best i could..n i thot i could stand a chance..well,e result is e same..din get selected...n i was left feeling disappointed n thinking,whut must i do to make me get selected...or at least make Jimmy see my efforts...i thot my acting was ok...maybe he judges at my looks too...it wasnt "hiphoppish" enough...n after the casting,i felt like i was on e verge of giving up this role...nearly there to giving up BUT...
well,i'm not giving up yet...i'm still striving for e Rafik role,yea i know..i'm sorta like e underdog 4 this role..n i'm fighting a losing battle really.....but, u noe whut,heck if i din get e role..at least i did my best..n i neva stop trying....n defeat,its hard to contain..but,u gotta bear with it..
i'll prove him wrong~....
"my luck will make one quick reversal...."
signing off~
